Too Much ‘move’ ment lol

Travelling is grand but often draining ….depending where your headed or landed in… Nearly time to move again. Oh to Lite on a comfy Branch forever…..Perhaps when I fall off the twig xoxo

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My daily all day work out …as long as I remember is to …..”NOT lead with my tummy’ at any time and ‘engage the core’ at all times…… my advice to every client as a stylist…posture ..posture …posture….lol..you can do it anywhere all the time and it’s freeeee…no batteries required..so good for the Ocean too..

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Mood

LOL just read some of my posts….so sad and down….how I have changed….will try harder to be the old me today

Question for the world

“Do ‘Poor’ Lives Matter”…………. not nearly as much as rich ones….it’s a question of cost and desirability …poverty (always my greatest fear) is the leading cause of death in the world… and very unattractive…the rich don’t like or want that…beauty saves one from poverty until it fades many times unless well planned……the cure is family planning and control of birth….and here we are all 9 Billion …most starving…world leadership 100% FAIL.. had to close the world to cover the mess they made……

Time to GO..DAMPANIC GOT ME….not the Trojan Horse FEAR flu

I’m 76 …wanted to die at 75 always have…especially if I was Still Alone …and Renting…and looking for a place to land…still am..don’t belong where I am ..Canada anymore..want to go home…they say you can never go home…well perhaps the other opion…..I’m 76 ..the Dampanic and World Closure dam near killed me ..wish it had…don’t want to live in a giant hospital controlled by fear and big harma..masks and needles..I have a severe phobia of needles and anything hospital related …make me panic and throw up … now I’m living in a giant world wide mental hospital…just want to GO Go Go… before the dampanic I had chosen to be a traveller in my retirement…worked since I was 16..no education ..a dysfunctional family…no money (no advice..) and a forced child at 18…knocked up and deserted..thrown out into the street…never ever got over that PTSD…my poor daughter …an orphan with live parents at birth… had no idea how to be a mother and..father alone and broke…feel cheated out of MY life without the responsibility and another being forever…..changes and robs you of your life…I never wanted children..sadly my mother (who was knocked up when she got married) perhaps had she passed on some info for me I wouldn’t have been knocked up and deserted with the first person I slept with..did it not because I wanted to …just wanted him or anyone to like me……mother had 2 kids and didn’t not want anymore….but was forced to have them…. she didn’t want or plan for me or my younger sister…ended up poor and following a German Stepfather to ONtario…away from my 2 grannies and both my grandpas and nearly all of my aunts uncles and cousins…and ALL of my childhood pals and childhood home… ..me being one of the unwanted children…….wish we had an option to tell friends and loved ones my intention and desires and not have to die suffering pain.. loneliness and fear…… say goodbye to your loved ones..get your ducks if there is any left after this mess our ‘world leaders’ (.. Corporate Rulers ..not Leaders) have brought us too…and go go go….. War and Pestolence…famine began March 17 2020..whey “They” Closed the World…WHO gave them that right…their escape clause for fucking up royally…no birth control ..no family planning…unwanted unaffordable kids have almost no chance in life…(there is always the a rare exception ..1 in a million literally)….. tooo many people not enough decent jobs..no edjucation ..no exposure to art history music…life..and lifes possibilities……I have nothing to look forward to but pain…almost constant now and deterioration..bankruptcy and fear of watching some of my family die slowly from the Economic War that is upon us ..under the Trojan Horse Shit virus…what a crock..not too mention being a Single Grand Parent is FAR from Grand..single Grandparenting is even more heartbreaking to see your child get so very very damaged by hard drugs…due to my bad parenting…didn’t really parent just worked 3 jobs to pay the rent..her father took no responsibility and my family blamed me ..made your bed You lie in it …don’t bother the Dad he is just a man .. not his job to stop pregnancy…Ahhhhhhh..one night of stupidity .. being totally naive ..and now……terrorized by a military takeover of ‘the stupids’ through the media ..the NET and the Web… disabled and dismantled by a horse shit threat of a nasty flu…fatal to unhealthy obese..diabetic elderly people in poor health for the most part. 97% !!!!!! shocking how powerful media is…just a movie of what the rulers want… ruined my life…completely…I was a traveller after 60 Years of working and single parenting …and grand parenting (not Grand for me )…no longer a traveller …a nomad living in a world I hate..the Greed is palpable .biggest fear in my life was always poverty…yet was unable to find myself any financial advice…sub conscious self destruct…but still managed to save enough for me in the world before the Closure…not now…..fuck that…no more…have enough to travel for a year or two…..but don’t want to do it alone…so I’m fucked. Too old and too tired to fight anymore…the heartbreak in the world is just too much for me….warmongers blowing up children everyday….nope …Devolution ..not Evolution… and here we are at Revolution…a quick lights out for me is the only solution…OR winning the lottery ..seeing my family looked after financially…buying a family home…all about the money now…always was just not as drastic. We were free for one of the longest periods in HIStory…so fortunate me…